[Tues Dec 4, 1990]

Minorly freaking out now, as finger (index) is numb on one side of the tip, and have no idea why. But it was day after having party here, after large intake of alcohol, and medium of coke. Stayed up 'til 10:00 am.

And tonite, went foraging around for bits of coke that people left from the party, and found enuf to get minorly high on,. But maybe not good, since don't feel mentally too hot right now. Work going shit (actually only last 2 days shit - before that, mucho success). Still, ya always feel what you just left behind. Memory pretty volatile, fades so fast into the past forever.

It was a great party. Great decorations, excellent people. Good drugs. Chix. 2 floors ~8 rooms. My cool room, freak out on the bed with the blacklite illuminating the fluorescent-streaked sky. Paul's room, table and comraderie w/ tequila shots.
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